Qiuru: The whole story - 1/14/2004

So, I went off to shower, and couldn't hear what was going on outside. That's for Pris to tell you guys, because it all happened outside while I was in the shower. After my shower, I got changed and stayed in the room. I didn't really want to go out, since it looked like it was quite bad outside. And also, add to the fact of what happened between me and Van. It was a hard secret to keep. So, I stayed in the room, and dug out for my nail polish and gave myself a mini manicure. When I was halfway through, someone knocked on the door and opened it. It was Pris.
"Why you take so long? Everyone's waiting for you..", she said, as she came in and closed the door behind.

"I didn't want to go out, and I remember that look on your face. I didn't bring Van up here. He wasnted to come up on his own, I tried to stop him, but he insisted to come up and apologised.", I explained and continued to paint my nails.

"Oh.. I thought.. Nevermind.", she said, sitting down beside me.
"The guys are still here?", I asked. She nodded.
"You go out and entertain them, besides, from what I noticed, you need to spend more time with Ady.", I added.
"Then what about you?", she asked.
"I... I'd rather not go out..", I stammered, still painting my nails. Pris eyed me with this ok-so-what-happened-look. I looked at her and shook my head.
"Spill girl.. You know, I've known you for years, and I know when you have a secet to keep. And usually, they're really huge ones.", Pris said seriously. I sighed. Why of all people, who knows me inside out.

"Okie.. Okie.. Something happened.. But.. But.. You better keep your mouth shut about this to the guys outside.", I warned her. She sat up.
"So what happened?", she asked excitedly. I sighed, and gave her that my-god-why-you-so-kapo-look. She just snickered.
"Van kissed me..", I said softly. She looked at me, then her eyes opened wider, then it came out.
"WHAT???!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!", she shouted at the top of her voice.
"Shh..... Relax.. You're over reacting..", I said.
"ME?? OVER REACTING??? HELLO~~~!! THIS IS LIKE MAJOR!!!", she exclaimed. I tried so hard to finally calm her down.
"I didn't ask for it okie? And I didn't want it.. Come on, I already have Kunda, what more can I ask for?", I asked Pris.
"But, why? How did it happen?", she asked. So, I went on to tell her about how it all happened, every little detail. I didn't want to miss anything out, in case she thought I was part of the whole kissing thing. After the long grandmother story, she just shook her head.
"I knew it.. He never gave up in the first place.", Pris came to a conclusion.
"Like I don't know like that. Or at least, now I can confirm it.", I added and sighed somemore.
"So how? Are you going to tell Kunda about it?", Pris asked suddenly.
"Okie, you see that's the hard part. To tell him or not. What do you think I should do?", Iasked her.

"Well, I think that a couple should not keep too huge a secret from each other. And besides, if Kunda loves you, he should trust that the only person that you have in your heart is him. But then again, its notlike a small matter. I mean, its way out of proportion. So, if you tell him, he'll probably freak out.", Pris was trying to weigh the outcomes.
"Hello, xiao jie.. You're not helping lor..", I said simply.
"Its actually totally up to you..", Pris said and stood up.
"I'm going out to get a drink, you want one?", she added. I nodded and she went out. I put away my manicure stuff and settled on the bed again. Someone knocked on the door, and opened it. I looked up, thinking it was Pris, but it was Kunda, holding a cup of water. He came over and sat down beside me and handed me the cup. I took it from and drank.
"Ni mei shi ba?", he asked. I nodded and set the cup onto the bedside table, I crossed my legs and hugged a pillow. He looked at quietly.
"Fa shen le she me shi ma?", he asked. I didn't dare to look up at him. I really didn't know whether to tell him or not. The next thing I knew, he just hugged me. I was taken aback for awhile, and melted in his arms.
"Bu guan fa shen she me shi, wo yao ni zhi dao, wo hui yi yang de ai ni..", he whispered in my ear. I pulled away and gather whatever courage I had.

"Kunda.. Wo you yi jian yao gen ni shou. Shi yi jian zhe me shou...", I stammered.
"She me shi?", he asked.
"Vanness ta..", I started. Kunda gave me a look.
"Ta she me? Fa shen le she me shi ne?", he asked gently. But I could see that little bit of anger in his eyes. He grabbed my arm and tightened his grip a little. I looked away.
"Vannes ta qin le wo.", I finally said it and closed my eyes, waiting for some super big eruption to happen.
"Ta she me? Wei she me?", Kunda asked, still a little angered. I guess he as trying to control his anger. He tightened his grip somemore.
"Ni wei she me yao zhe yang dui wo ne? Wo shi zhen de, zhen dehen ai ni.. Wei she me??", he saidsoftly and looked down. I touched his shoulder, he pulled back.
"Wo hai me shou wan.. Rang wo jie shi xian, ran hou ni zhou ge jue ding.", I said slowly. He didn't look up. I continued and related the whole story to him, every little detail, just like howI told Pris. I finished and looked at Kunda intently. He finally looked up. He laughed a little.
"Ni wei she me xiao?", I asked him.
"Mei you, shi wo tai ji dong le. Wo ying gai xianting ni de jie shi, cai zhou ge jue ding.", he explained, then he pushed me down on the bed. He looked at me.
"Ta qin ni le zi xia, qin le na li?", he asked. I made a face and looked at him.
"Ni yao zhou she me?", I stammered.
"Me you ah.. Gao shu wo..", he said gently.
"Zhui.. liang ci..", I said slowly. Then, he bent over and kissed me.
"Zhe shi di yi ci.", he explained and kissed me again.
"Liang ci. Xian zai, mei you le ta de qin, ni hai shi shu yu wo de.", Kunda said softly. I laughed gently and shook my head. He was like a little kid, doing whatever to hold onto whatever was his. So, I guess that was the end of that issue. And I was surprised at his reaction towards this. He got off anI got up, he hugged me and I melted into his arms again.
"Ni zhen de mei shen qi ma?", I asked him.
"Wo you ah..", he said.
"Na, wei she me, mei ma wo ne?", I asked, curious.
"Wo qi shi shi yao ma ni de, wo shi zhen de zhen de han shen qi. Ying wei, ni gen Vanness ta, you ji hui yi qi zhou ni yao zhou de shi. Wo yao, ye mei you zhe ge ji hui ah, ying wei wo hen mang. Suo yi wo hui shen qi. Ying wei, zai ni shen bian de, bu shi wo.", Kunda explained.
"Ni bu shi shen qi, shi ji du..", I corrected him.
"Shi shen qi, ying wei, Vanness ta qin le wo de niu peng you. Zhi you wo ke yi qin ni ah..", he said. I laughed gently and hugged him tighter.
"Hao le.. Dui bu qi, wo rang ni dan xin le.", I apologised. He said nothing. Just then, someone knocked on the door. From outside, it was Shuwei.
"Kunda, wo men yao hui qu le.", Shuwei said.
"Wo yao hui qu le.. Jing wan wo hui da gei ni.", Kunda whispered. I nodded. We kissed one more time and went out of the room. The guys were ready to leave. We said our goodbyes. Oh oh oh.. What is this I see? Niunai bending over to kiss Weili. I raised an eyebrow, and looked at Kunda. He smirked. Soon, the guys left, and we girls had nothing to do again. Ying suggested shopping, me and Weili agreed. Pris decided to stay in that afternoon. So, the three of us packed our stuff, changed and left.