When I woke up the next morning, Vanness was gone. I ran downstairs only to find Pris sitting there alone.
"Pris?", I called.
"Morning Qiuru..", she greeted me.
"Where is he?", I asked, panicky.
"They left early this morning, he told me not to wake you up and told me to hand you this., she said, passing two envelope to me. And I took it from her. I quickly opened the first note and read it. It was from Ken.
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Dear Qiuru,
By the time you read this, I would on my way back to Taiwan.
I know we should have exchanged proper goodbyes, I just couldn't go to you to tell you goodbye because it hurt so bad. I knew you were with Van last night, and from what I see, you love him more than any of the other guys. You're a wonderful girl and I'm happy that I have known you. I went though with you your ups and downs in the time I have stayed here. I remember the smiles that you have shown and I will keep that picture of that in my heart always.
Alot of things have happened in the time that F4 has been there. There has been many ups and downs during our stay. Please don't be upset when you read this. I'm not sure when I'll get a chance to see you again, but its not goodbye, because you're always in my heart. I will keep in touch in whatever free time I have.
Keep me in your heart always, and remember, go find your own happiness.
Because I have found mine in loving you.
I love you with all my heart.
Yours truly,
Ken.
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I put the note down and opened the second one. It was
Vanness.
Dear Qiuru,
Erm.. I don't really know what to say, and I'm writing this while you sleep.
First, is that I'm happy that I have known you. For a moment, I thought that the person you want to be with is me. But then I thought, it may not be and I shouldn't jump to conclusions. I'm missing you as I write this, even though you're lying beside me now.
Alot of things have happened and I know that I have hurt you before. I never meant to and I apologise for the hurt that I caused.
As I sit here, beside you, watching you sleep, I can't help but smile. You look wonderful while you sleep, like you're at peace and away from all the problems that you have. I know, it's a little mushy saying this.
We have talked about you, Zaizai, me and Ken. Zaizai only wanted to love you from a distance, while Ken, he cared and loved you just as much as I do. Of course, we did agree on fair competition.
I know that you love all of us, and we do too to you. I'm not rushing you make a decision or anything. Take your time, because we won't be back here till very much later. In fact, I'm not even sure if we are able come back here. Maybe I'm not good with words, 'cause as I read this letter again, it looks really messy and unorganised. Haha~
It almost time for me to go.
I will wait for you, no matter how long.
I love you, more than you know.
Vanness.
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With that, I sat beside Pris, put the notes on the table and leaned over and cried. She just came over and hugged me and she started crying herself. I knew why...
Soon, it was back to school, back to the usual life that we had, and it was the exams period. After the exams, when Pris and I had time to ourselves, she told me everything about Mr and Mrs Ridges being her parents. I was so happy for her. She finally has a real family now.
And, they wanted to celebrate her birthday. I was so happy, another party.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
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